Hime-san no Shiroi Yume, Kuroi Namida

I'm being killed inside, killed inside out
torrents of things inside my heart burning through just trying to burst through
no way out, there's just no way out
for these things to be unleashed into reality would meant that my world is going down

Im tying to find someone who understands
but everybody is just too damned busy
they get on with their own lives
and everybody just cares for whats within an arm's length.
This is just too pathetic, what human communication has become
Too pathetic, is this wad humans really are?

Im throwing in life's white towel of defeat
Squeezing out all my life's blood and sweat into an emtpy pail and measuring it
I look down but i dun see any at all.


I see ppl endlessly milling about the roads
dragging their heavy legs arnd as they left from work
chatting mindlessly to all these "colleagues"
when they are all just putting on a mask
and when the masquerade ends, all will be lost
and they be lifeless and empty souls left

My life drones on, in a monotone
no colors nor light, its just plain grey dullness
i want a burst of colors, something exciting and new
yet, to those onlookers of society, will they accept me if i do so
Stop it with those stares
Im daring with my creativity flare
Im daring to try these out and live through my dreams but would u say the same for urself!

Be daring and creative you would say but how on earth would u start doing that?
Take the first step someone replies but its just too hard
how many in a million can make it w/o getting those "looks"
Im just me yeah
My lifeless human doll size shell.

aimlessly lost in this frozen space
im just floating in zero gravity
wondering where that will lead me to
im just floating waiting to be free

Crap. im a zombie staring at the mirror.
lifeless black eyeballs staring back right through
Hey is that me? Hello
Hey is that me? Hello [echo]
someone throws that question back and i realise its just my emtpy shell.

I wanna rock on all night yeah
i wanna sing n scream till my throat hurts
i wanna do all those posey and be a doll
n where do i go if i wanna do all that!
Its right here yeah
I'll take u on if u come find me
take u to another level high
live the dreams u've always dreamt
and keep on dreaming