Rock Fest!

ahahaha... rock fest? wazzup with that? lol ... aiyah ... just now when i was bathing, i sang again. I always sing lah... but i always just use wadever words that came up and any tune that came up to my mind to sing. Therefore, u can guess its incomprehensible but the tune is realli great OK! coz i noe my own voice range and wad pitch my voice is most beautiful lah ... OHOHOHOHO...

so yup... got this craze to go back to my singing career (like real :X) haha... wad do i mean by that? that is to cre8 my own music. How do i do that? ok... firstly, i come up with either the tune or the lyrics first. Then, i use my keyboard and find the single tune first. Then i incorporate the two finger style in. And then, i will ask my mei mei do the other voice tune. Oso gotta teach her and find the tune first. Then, we will have a dry run and usually its usually screwed up coz i had to play the keyboard and sing. Difficult to coordinate sia! :X so well.. we always did it halfway and that can take up one whole day liao! hahaha... so sometimes when we are realli bored we pass time like that in the past... Hmmm... so anw, my fren who lives downstairs has also acquired a keyboard le so now got 2 keyboards and one more person maybe can do better. BUT NOW THE PROBLEM IS! MY KEYBOARD IS NOT AT MY HOUSE!!! alamak... think need to get it back from my aunt who borrowed it for her kids who's so lucky to be going to guitar, piano lessons T.T i want oso cant... my mama lah ... mai mo wo de tian cai. T.T ok... b4 i was into drawing, music was my forte! haha... and i have also cre8ted my own classical piece b4. Went into 4 mins le but haven complete yet oso T.T lol .... and my fren living downstairs has a brother who also noes how to play guitar and electric guitar... haha... hmmm... realli hoped to ask him join in but he now in army T.T hehe... last time he actually asked me to be in his "band" with his frens b4 coz they looking for a keyboardist but i so shy .... :X ahahahah ... my younger dreams... lol ... So anw back to the topic! i think i realli want to cre8 a song man... lol... gotta ask for talents le and since holiday coming soon, i think it will be very highly possible to get one done unless i have to do projects during holidays lo!! which i just got reminded in the bathroom just now when i thought of this splendid plans T.T oh yah ... last time i oso cre8ted a 2 versed song le but its just the lyrics and the tune w/o any accompanyment. (errr.. dunno how to spell :O) yay! looking forward to it anw... OHOHO...

Ok.. so i didnt go do my project today coz i had serious stomach problems. We worked from home instead and i was in charge of editing angie de ppt slides... hmmm... ok lah .. gotta keep rechecking the journal paper and keep rushing to the toilet so took 2 hours T.T oh yah ... and poor angie is sick again!!! muz be the virus from last time de lor... lol ... she nv go see doctor lah! and kp oso nv take her there :X and for the morning is toileting time. YAY! so after 3, finished the project, i watched anime until now and still wanna continue it lo... LOL... its CODE GEASS! i mentioned it b4. Its by CLAMP and the storyline is realli dark! think can ask cara go see... lol .... i watched until epi 20 le... today onli watched like 10 epi lidat... haha... so yupx.. im going back to it now liao! ahaha .... ciao!!! oh yah .. still gotta add pictures :C

p.s. oh yah ... and now hor... getting quite bored of DA lah... coz i got not much inspiration and the pageviews and stuff dowan to increase as much. That time when i posted all my past linearts a lot of ppl come... tt's y now quite sianz... think got superb idea den put le bah ... and i think im doing bad for backgrounds. Looks a bit still and stiff... Not good at it yet... lol ... oh yah ..haha...to rebuke cara's tag. hmmm... i think if u have learnt drawing b4 and drew constantly whether its anything, drawing anime is no problem coz ur arm is already used to drawing strokes and stuff. You know, i read b4 that for drawing, its not using ur wrist lei... you should actually move ur whole shoulder. Dunno how to do that thou but i think as u draw more u will get it le... ahaha (some tips for angie! :D)

ooooo... found a shuai ge anime pic (above) (drools) wah.. see le feel like drawing that type of all blackie stuff.. lol ... oh yah .. and that reminded me... that day at popular i saw this calligraphy pen. Its 3.30 for the one with both thin and thick tips and another one which is 1.90. Dunno whicih one to buy sia... coz i noe that calligraphy pen is used to draw manga... haha... so wanted to try out one to see whether it realli has nice effects on drawing. doshiyo? which one should i buy?? LOL.

Human flaws---PMS week

ok... y the hell is my topic so controversial? heheh ... nth much actually... just wanna tok about some feelings that overcame me the other days.. haha...

firstly is about DA! first feeling! ok... i have always admired cara's unique sense of drawing lah seriously. I mean i dun see that type of drawing anywhere else and i oso dunno how she could always draw with her style. I think my style is more common like than hers so i dun pretty much like it. Though i tried to develope my own style, i still think its quite a way from realli finding one unique one which belog solely to me. Haha... so as u can guess, my admiration turns to jealousy T.T haha... ok... how did i find out? haha... you know cara also created a DA account on the same day as me? hahaha ... and i was jealous coz her pageviews are many much more than. yup... T.T so i was quite depressed as well. But den i told myself that its wierd coz it doesnt tally much. I mean many ppl came by to her page but there wasnt much comments from them. Like how can it be possible i wondered to myself. Haha... my form of consolation. So then i refreshed again and found out that hey! another increased in 3 pageviews including my re-entrance... so became quite quite depressed... so rant on and on to angie :X poor angie... haha... ears rotten....lol ... and she sick sommore... ahhahaha... gomen :D However, after ranting out, i felt much better le... hehe... and today was completely cured le lah ... OHOHOHO.... and also found out that cara had commented on some pieces... so touched T.T and i thought she wouldnt care much and don't give a heck about commenting T.T So now to comfort myself more, i said to myself. Her artwork and mine are totally and completely different so we cant compare it. I might add say that her clothes are much more complicated than mine but i can say i noe how to draw hands better (mwhahah) so its realli hard. And wad cara said on DA is true, like how every piece of art is beautiful in its on way. T.T and yah.. to comfort myself more.. haha... she learnt drawing when she was young and she drew quite often. I think she also won some prize in her sec school days if im not wrong... and oh yah! she draws animals so well manx... i cant :C haha... so she is many times my senior since i had onli learn to draw well 2 yrs ago. Hmmm... last time my art was nice becoz it was damn colorful lah ... lol... so yup... muz rant it out one last time to forgo the feelings... YOSH!

so next up! the next feeling due to PMS... lol.... realli cant stand this week much man!! got project need next week hand in and we haven even touched on it yet! OMGOSH! and hor... this week got so much damn hws lor! OMGOSH! everyday when i get home, im already so washed out and tired up that i cant even open my eyes liao lah ... realli so tired... so gotta resort to copying hw in school. Although wanted to skip lesson today, circumstances stopped me from it becoz if lidat hor, den dunno how im gonna hand up hw le and nothing to copy from, and qian too much hw until i will lost track whad is wat. GOSH! tml vesak day oso cant rest! friday still got another pile of hw to hand in T.T omgosh! i want to faint. Therefore, this week im very pek cek and easily irritated plus come that thing and gotta do so many things is realli a pain in the arse manx T.T i wanna take my 2 weeks break now!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhh!!!!!!!! and i so want to finish my sadistic angel piece lor!!!!!!!! and my table is a mess coz its strewn with color pencils and marker!!!!!!! cant even find a spot to eat and do my things!!!!! still gotta pack!!!!!! argghhhhhh...

Im running outta anime pics to put liao lah .. T.T and its already 5!!!! so late!!!! no more time to enjoy liao lah ... :X but today was also happy coz someone has added me into their gallery... as in that person will choose some nice works of mine to feature there. Wootz! i had already declined once le lah ... but the person say dun underestimate myself and added me. lol... well... hope not to disappoint the person then. Hmmm....haha... he/she oso quite became my penpal in DA le... haha... yupz... :D

Concluding

oki... so many things for me to conclude!!! gahhh.... lets start with the poll on ur right first... hmmm... couldnt get 10 votes as per expected so yah... wadever... lol ... the results are as follows: 1 vote:10-30, 3 votes for 30-50 and 4 votes for >100. Well, the correct answer is.... (drum rolls) >100!!!!! ahahaha.... the last time i counted which was very well one yr ago, i had already reached 70 animes... lol.... yup! surprised hor... and how the hell do u think u are accurate?! tt's bcoz, for every anime that i have watched, i will go dl their song. LOL... and tt time my mp4 is onli like arnd 2.8GB occupied. Now, my mp4 is left with arnd 500MB nia outta the 6GB! O.o!!! Haha... of coz its not all totally jap and my mei mei also dumped in lots of chinese songs but i can say that up to 75% of my mp4 is jap songs... LOL..

and another conclusion, if ppl dun understand ur story, its quite depressing actually when it is said into ur face T.T hmmm... the story i have written is not like a story for story books. Its actually written in script form so u have the actions and the narrative part. For these types of writing, u have to totally imagine out the whole play urself using ur imaginative mind. Briefly scanning thru it or just anyhow reading it will get u nowhere.

So yupz... tt time when to library to draw it our but turns out the artist herself dun even understand wad im writing. and angie de bf oso say he dun understand. So in the end i wasnt in the mood for drawing that piece and thought maybe im gonna do it myself in the end... haha... cara did say she was having a headache and such budden she read the story b4 le lah ... muz be just scanning then. :S ... well, pardon me if u read this post coz i will post wad im thnking w/o a care in the world de... hohohoho.... so u see me straight with my thought s usually.

So yup... realli disappointed!! so angie is the onli one who is my fan for the story perhaps and plus xcatcatx(PKO fren) hahaha... pumpkin families!!!! except for papa pumpkin, enjoyed the story....hahaha.... up till now, nth has actually started yet and i noe its gonna be quite boring if i dragged it on so next chapter, i will be introducing many many more characters already (plus angie de noisy char!) ahahaha (ping, piang, pomp) see lah .. she hitting me agnT.T

anyways, we sketched out the general guideline for the prelude le and it was realli onli 2 sides of one paper nia lor! omgosh... so short... :X and im now working on another art piece liao le (T.T the gal's eyes is wrong!!! budden i dun wan to redraw!!!)... hohoh... sort de... hw piled up so much but haven touched a bit sia... haha... now is the climax for my artwork publishing i guess... haha.... and realli happy coz i have only been in DA for like 1 week including today and the ratings are as below: 14 Deviations(art pieces) with 23 comments, 68 pageviews, my 14 deviations has a total of 174 views(weeeeeee!!!) and 3 ppl watches me grow as an artist! Statistics are as this morning and ur viewing counts as well. If i visit my own page, i cannot add to the total views. When cara wasnt on9 and i had nth better to do, i visited her page several times a day and keep going back to see her redeemer lor... nth in there le.... :X

Hehehe... its realli fun to see them grow in nos. i mean the total views... haha... when i had 12 deviations, there was 120 views ... hehehe... muz be all thnks to u ppl...hoho... and i realli dunno y my mysterious angel is popular. That was a piece frm way way back T.T and i post way too many angels i guess. The piece im working on is yet of another angel le T.T hahaha... i love all my angels! they all have beautiful wings!! (sniggers) ... ahh crap... gonna be late for school liao!!!! bye! and i think l8r come home den post more pictures to beautify this post.

Alamak!

omgosh.... diarrhoeing coz i ate something unclean from pasah malam... zzzzzzzz.... was so happy and excited today de coz i have just finished coloring my shadowless gothika but den came my diarrhoea T.T ahhh.. wadever... it will stop soon since diarrhoea is self-limiting... no energy to type le lah ... lol

Anyways, today i spent 4.5 hrs to complete that gothika piece man. Haha... dunno how to get about coloring the background coz it was too big for color pencil liao and den dun have any poster or watercolor with me. So ya... tt's y.... in the end i resorted to scrubbing off my finger skin cells. LOL.... dun wanna retype wad i did so just check out my DA. lol....

This time crazy about chibi drawings le...ahaha ... drew one ytd... like it... but upon reviewing it again today, didnt like it liao...haha... not as cute as i wanted it to be... will try harder next time and make kawaii chibi's. First time a failure is all good... haha ...

lol... this is just a very cute chibi sasuke i found on DA... hahaha

Aye... dun wanna do hw lah ... zzzz... so sianzzz.. but thnk heaven tml 1pm den school... at least can wake up earlier to complete... haha ...

Oh ya, cara oso has a DA accound liao le... FeelMySoul... haha.. go check her art out too and increase her pageviews and artviewed nos. With her art skills, i think she can be famous realli soon! ahaha... if she is not lazy and consistently post lah.... lol.... and ppl do like photoshop stuff more... lol ... I WANT MY PHOTOSHOP so i can do many many effects for my characters T.T the last time i did de was abit childish lah coz i used quite loud colors... lol... sorry... im quite a loud person and the colors i choose are of course like me...lol... not gonna post my painted drawing here le .... haha ...