ok... y the hell is my topic so controversial? heheh ... nth much actually... just wanna tok about some feelings that overcame me the other days.. haha...
firstly is about DA! first feeling! ok... i have always admired cara's unique sense of drawing lah seriously. I mean i dun see that type of drawing anywhere else and i oso dunno how she could always draw with her style. I think my style is more common like than hers so i dun pretty much like it. Though i tried to develope my own style, i
still think its quite a way from realli finding one unique one which belog solely to me. Haha... so as u can guess, my admiration turns to jealousy T.T haha... ok... how did i find out? haha... you know cara also created a DA account on the same day as me? hahaha ... and i was jealous coz her pageviews are many much more than. yup... T.T so i was quite depressed as well. But den i told myself that its wierd coz it doesnt tally much. I mean many ppl came by to her page but there wasnt much comments from them. Like how can it be possible i wondered to myself. Haha... my form of consolation. So then i refreshed again and found out that hey! another increased in 3 pageviews including my re-entrance... so became quite quite depressed... so rant on and on to angie :X poor angie... haha... ears rotten....lol ... and she sick sommore... ahhahaha... gomen :D However, after ranting out, i felt much better le... hehe... and today was completely cured le lah ... OHOHOHO.... and also found out that cara had commented on some pieces... so touched T.T and i thought she wouldnt care much and don't give a heck about commenting T.T So now to comfort myself more, i said to myself. Her artwork and mine are totally and completely different so we cant compare it. I might add say that her clothes are much more complicated than mine but i can say i noe how to 
draw hands better (mwhahah) so its realli hard. And wad cara said on DA is true, like how every piece of art is beautiful in its on way. T.T and yah.. to comfort myself more.. haha... she learnt drawing when she was young and she drew quite often. I think she also won some prize in her sec school days if im not wrong... and oh yah! she draws animals so well manx... i cant :C haha... so she is many times my senior since i had onli learn to draw well 2 yrs ago. Hmmm... last time my art was nice becoz it was damn colorful lah ... lol... so yup... muz rant it out one last time to forgo the feelings... YOSH!
so next up! the next feeling due to PMS... lol.... realli cant stand this week much man!! got project need next week hand in and we haven even touched on it yet! OMGOSH! and hor... this week got so much damn hws lor! OMGOSH! everyday when i get home, im already so washed
out and tired up that i cant even open my eyes liao lah ... realli so tired... so gotta resort to copying hw in school. Although wanted to skip lesson today, circumstances stopped me from it becoz if lidat hor, den dunno how im gonna hand up hw le and nothing to copy from, and qian too much hw until i will lost track whad is wat. GOSH! tml vesak day oso cant rest! friday still got another pile of hw to hand in T.T omgosh! i want to faint. Therefore, this week im very pek cek and easily irritated plus come that thing and gotta do so many things is realli a pain in the arse manx T.T i wanna take my 2 weeks break now!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhh!!!!!!!! and i so want to finish my sadistic angel piece lor!!!!!!!! and my table is a mess coz its strewn with color pencils and marker!!!!!!! cant even find a spot to eat and do my things!!!!! still gotta pack!!!!!! argghhhhhh...
firstly is about DA! first feeling! ok... i have always admired cara's unique sense of drawing lah seriously. I mean i dun see that type of drawing anywhere else and i oso dunno how she could always draw with her style. I think my style is more common like than hers so i dun pretty much like it. Though i tried to develope my own style, i
still think its quite a way from realli finding one unique one which belog solely to me. Haha... so as u can guess, my admiration turns to jealousy T.T haha... ok... how did i find out? haha... you know cara also created a DA account on the same day as me? hahaha ... and i was jealous coz her pageviews are many much more than. yup... T.T so i was quite depressed as well. But den i told myself that its wierd coz it doesnt tally much. I mean many ppl came by to her page but there wasnt much comments from them. Like how can it be possible i wondered to myself. Haha... my form of consolation. So then i refreshed again and found out that hey! another increased in 3 pageviews including my re-entrance... so became quite quite depressed... so rant on and on to angie :X poor angie... haha... ears rotten....lol ... and she sick sommore... ahhahaha... gomen :D However, after ranting out, i felt much better le... hehe... and today was completely cured le lah ... OHOHOHO.... and also found out that cara had commented on some pieces... so touched T.T and i thought she wouldnt care much and don't give a heck about commenting T.T So now to comfort myself more, i said to myself. Her artwork and mine are totally and completely different so we cant compare it. I might add say that her clothes are much more complicated than mine but i can say i noe how to 
draw hands better (mwhahah) so its realli hard. And wad cara said on DA is true, like how every piece of art is beautiful in its on way. T.T and yah.. to comfort myself more.. haha... she learnt drawing when she was young and she drew quite often. I think she also won some prize in her sec school days if im not wrong... and oh yah! she draws animals so well manx... i cant :C haha... so she is many times my senior since i had onli learn to draw well 2 yrs ago. Hmmm... last time my art was nice becoz it was damn colorful lah ... lol... so yup... muz rant it out one last time to forgo the feelings... YOSH!so next up! the next feeling due to PMS... lol.... realli cant stand this week much man!! got project need next week hand in and we haven even touched on it yet! OMGOSH! and hor... this week got so much damn hws lor! OMGOSH! everyday when i get home, im already so washed
out and tired up that i cant even open my eyes liao lah ... realli so tired... so gotta resort to copying hw in school. Although wanted to skip lesson today, circumstances stopped me from it becoz if lidat hor, den dunno how im gonna hand up hw le and nothing to copy from, and qian too much hw until i will lost track whad is wat. GOSH! tml vesak day oso cant rest! friday still got another pile of hw to hand in T.T omgosh! i want to faint. Therefore, this week im very pek cek and easily irritated plus come that thing and gotta do so many things is realli a pain in the arse manx T.T i wanna take my 2 weeks break now!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhh!!!!!!!! and i so want to finish my sadistic angel piece lor!!!!!!!! and my table is a mess coz its strewn with color pencils and marker!!!!!!! cant even find a spot to eat and do my things!!!!! still gotta pack!!!!!! argghhhhhh...
Im running outta anime pics to put liao lah .. T.T and its already 5!!!! so late!!!! no more time to enjoy liao lah ... :X but today was also happy coz someone has added me into their gallery... as in that person will choose some nice works of mine to feature there. Wootz! i had already declined once le lah ... but the person say dun underestimate myself and added me. lol... well... hope not to disappoint the person then. Hmmm....haha... he/she oso quite became my penpal in DA le... haha... yupz... :D
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